life in general

WOW i finally got my Bachelors in Metaphysical Sciences. B.Msc
I am so proud of meself. :)
I worked hard achieving this and really enjoyed it.
I am now working on the Masters in Divinity.

So the question for me is whether to go to Africa or not for a month long trip to help/learn from midwives there. Im not sure what is keeping me from saying YES loud and clear..but i something is and i need to figure it out.